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Monday, 02 November 2009

  • up DOWN up DOWN

    i have not been getting on line due to not having the net at my house for 3 weeks and before that i think i was deprest. :(
    i gained a few lbs and im trying to get ride of them.. today i was at 245. :( i hate how the number is not lower i have been working well with it but then boom things came up and i just started eatting more and not working at it.
    yesterday i went for a 45 min bike ride and a 25-30 min walk.
    it was nice out. :)
    ok so i only have 15 min or so till i have to go to school just wanted u all to know im still alive and working on my life.. talk to u all later

Sunday, 13 September 2009

  • 241

    last week i got on the scale to see 241 i waslike what? um... this cant be true that is crazy. but that is what i was... last sunday... this week it went up and down but today i was at 241 as well:) so its good that with in a week i am still the same. :)
    i am praying that because my scale is loseing its batt... its not dieing and makin me small then i am. i would hope and pray that all this walking i am doing is helping. i think ever day this week i have walked at less one mil if not more. :) i am thinking about taking a walk right now but i am uploading somet pics to my facebook so we will see how long that will take.
    oh and i have not been online much due to not having the net at my house .
    i am at a friends right now. :)

Sunday, 30 August 2009

  • i looked:)

    ok so for about two weeks now i was thinking i was 250.. cause the last few times i looked thats what i was so i was like ok im not going to look for a whell.. yesterday i got on and i was 246... i was happy and then i was like what the heck ill look again today and i was 244:) i dont know what i am doing but something is working :) and i should be ok with that..
    oh to let you all know i would like to lose 50 lbs by my birthday and thats march.. so if i lose like 2lbs a week ill be ok :) we shell see and i know its going to be a long trip due to i have no clue who ill work out with but maybe ill start something up with a girl at the college who i said i would walk with and then never did :( bad becky :(
    well yeah um.. ilil tell you all something about a boy later :) hee hee yep bye

Thursday, 27 August 2009

  • mY lIfE

    well not like ppl care but i wanted to come on to tell you what has been going on in my life...
    well i started back working at the high school last week. well the week before that we started having meettings and stuff we had to go to but we have been in school now for a week.
    its hard for me to think that in oct it will be a year seas i started working here... last year was so hard on me i am just glad that i said i wanted to work here again this year.
    here is what i do every day :)
    1 hr. i am in a english II class. i am there to help two girls if they need my help. only one of them likes to have help.
    2hr. i am in English IV. (4) i am with 4 guys in that class and i have only worked with two of them. the other two do not like being helped.
    3rd. i am in curent isues (MS)- i work with two guys in that class but mainly only one kid.
    4th. i get to have a little break from the high school... going to another place and working with a kid who just needs someone to be in the room with him.
    5th. FAC it stands for something but i cant think ... i have a guy and a girl in that class and i have not helped them  yet but im just there.
    6th. bio... im in there just to help the teacher with what ever they need me to do
    7th. bio we have a class of 18-20 and they all need one on one help... we have one teacher and five paras... but two out of them work only with one kid. so its harder for the other paras to pick them.. but i have found it fun helping the kids. i am learning the fr's name :)

    as for my wight.... uggghh.. im not doing that well.. i went to ohio for two weeks in july/ aug... and i have not done much seans i have been home. i am thinking about going to curvs again when t he $ is ok with me.. i am back on rent and stuff so i dont konw when that will be... iw as going to go with two or three friends but they are going like at 6 in the mor and sometimes they dont go.. i need someone who will go... so i asked another friend of mine if we went after work sometime woudl that work and she said yes then backed out on what she was saying so i am and was a little upset about that.. oh well we will see what will happen...

    wow this is a lot.. but thats cause i have not been on in sometime lol :)

Monday, 20 July 2009

  • burnt:(

    so yesterday i went to the pool with a friend.. its hard not too, when its only 3$... but i got a lot of sun and not im just in pain with the sun burn :( but i know ill live.. hey just a min.. ill go see how much i am :) hee hee
    well im up again to 239.. but i think thats cause i went out to eat with friends like 3 times seance friday.. oh well. :( hee hee
    all i know is my sun burn is killing me.. but then again im like i wonder if im just a baby.. lol :(

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  • hey, I'm Becka and I'm 27 years old. i have had a hard time with weight all my life, and i have come to the point that i need to do something about it now or my life will be short. i started this at 250, I'm now at 230's. right now i just want to get down to 200:)

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